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my name is samari zysk (sam for short!) and i am an MFA graduate from Mills College. i also run a poetry zine called Maw: Poetry Magazine! in my free time, i enjoy reading critical theory, watching dumb sitcoms, making messy art, and/or contemplating global affairs over very strong coffee.

i grew up between rural Oregon and Salt Lake City, Utah - a weird juxtaposition, to be sure! i was obsessed with dragons, vampires, and other monsters from a very young age, and spent hours upon hours at our small-town library with my brother.

these two topics - monsters and books - have not once lost my interest, even as i grew and moved to Olympia, Washington to earn my Bachelor in Arts degree from The Evergreen State College. i used to exclusively want to write stories, and even managed to finish writing a fantasy novel called Forget Me Not while attending Evergreen.

however, upon taking a class with Tara Hardy, i found that my goals had changed. like me, Tara was a survivor of child sexual abuse, and wrote poetry in order to create a manifesta of her recovery. i'd had a history of writing poetry, but until Tara, i had never dreamed of sharing it. this class (actually, Tara Hardy) changed my life.

oh, but i am still very much obsessed with dragons, vampires, yōkai, golems, demons, and all the beasties! during my residency at Mills College's MFA in Creative Writing program, i wrote and collected poems for my thesis, monster parts. as it happens, this collection has also been picked up for publication by Alien Buddha Press, and you can buy it on Amazon here!

monster parts is a dissection of the roles in a traumatic event, those being the survivor, the perpetrator of violence, and the event of trauma itself. this thesis uses monsters as an idea to unite those roles in their shared taboo. to quote Mark Doty: "Poetry's project is to use every aspect of language to its maximum effectiveness, finding within it nuances and powers we otherwise could not hear." (The Art of Description: World Into Word, p. 76)

i am particularly interested in the boundaries that poetry builds and deconstructs simultaneously between poet, reader, and subject; in its chaos, poetry becomes its own language of proximity. my main influences in the study of poetic rhetoric (if anyone is interested) are Edmond Jabés, Gertrude Stein, Paul Celan, Mark Doty, M. NourbeSe Philip, and Rosmarie Waldrop, among others. i've found my investigation of language can't be idle, and isn't distinguishable to me from participating in the exploration of others.

so, my obsession is less like the solitary mania that is often attributed to artists, and more like a fire, or contagion! i don't just want to speak, i want to have a conversation - no, i need to. how else should i engage with the world once i have discovered this language? it has set me on fire.

so here i am :) while the above are certainly my greatest passions, i am interested in design and beauty, as well as less artistic/academic things, among them video games, books, and movies (Dragon Quest IX: Sentinels of the Starry Skies, Hollow Knight, The Witcher III, Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire, The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller, Calling a Wolf a Wolf by Kaveh Akbar, The Poppy War by R. F. Kuang, When I Arrived at the Castle by Emily Carroll, and A Cruelty Special to Our Species by Emily Jungmin Yoon being my among my favorites, respectively). i also do enjoy making new friends and talking about things like Peter Jackson's murder of The Lord of the Rings trilogy and humanity's concept of consciousness in correlation with the development and distribution of caffeine.

i am absolutely awkward and painfully quiet, but if you would like to say hi, please feel free to look me up on the platforms below. it would honestly make my day :)

thank you for reading, i'm so happy and honestly impressed that you made it this far down! see you around~!

Curriculum Vitae

Education

 

M.F.A in Creative Writing - Poetry, Mills College (2020-22)

B.A. in Creative Writing , The Evergreen State College (2017-20)

 

Thesis/Book

 

monster parts — A collection of poetry and essays that grapples with the topic of abuse and dissects the elements involved, those being the perpetrator of violence, the survivor, and violence itself.

 

Areas of Specialization

 

poetry, literary criticism, rhetoric, composition

 

Publications:

 

“Hidden Children,” Cypress Press, March 2020

“If Memories Were Berries,” Ghost City Review, May 2020

“I’m Not,” Brave Voices Magazine, January 2021

“Liquify,” Delicate Friend vol. 2, March 2021

“Show Me Innocence,” Ice Lolly Review vol. 8, May 2021

“Gender and Sexuality,” clandestine lit vol. 2, May 2021

“Pajama Boy,” Horse Egg Literary vol. 3, June 2021

“Loki (Chronic Pain),” Royal Rose Magazine vol. 6, June 2021

“The Acknowledgement,” Survivor Lit, August 2021

“Survival,” warning lines vol. 3, December 2021

“Gender in a Tidepool,” JADEN Magazine vol. 3, January 2022

“Blue in Rhapsody,” Fifth Wheel Press, January 2022

"The Birds, the Birds," "Charybdis," and "Wind-Up Toy Soldier," Gastropoda Lit, April 2022

"Before I Thought About Ghosts, I Thought About Rose Petals," The Gamut Mag vol. 2, July 2022

"The Dragon Speaks in Fire But No One Listens" and "The Minotaur Meets Persephone in the Underworld," Pomegranate Lit, August 2022

 

Awards and Honors

 

Member of the Society for Collegiate Leadership & Achievement (2020, SCLA)

Graduate Award (2020, Mills College)

Scholastic Achievement Award (2017, The Evergreen State College)

 

Teaching Experience

 

Teacher, The Huntington Learning Center (2020-21)

Writing Tutor, The Evergreen State College (2018-20)

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